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Episode: 4581
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Title: Sharp Intake of Breath City (A.K.A.) How I learnt to stop worrying about the fork bomb
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Source: https://hub.hackerpublicradio.org/ccdn.php?filename=/eps/hpr4581/hpr4581.mp3
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Transcribed: 2026-07-31 16:14:24 (official HPR transcript)
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This is Hacker Public Radio Episode 4581, for 2026-02-23
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Today's show is entitled, "Sharp Intake of Breath City (A.K.A.) How I learnt to stop worrying about the fork bomb"
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The host is not_toby and the duration is 00:36:31
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The flag is Explicit, and the license is CC-BY-SA
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The summary is "My journey into the magickal world of beastie bits on disks and daemons all the way down.."
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How do I hack a public radio well I never thought I'd do this but here I am recording
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finally it's been a long long road to get to this point I've actually trying to do this
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I started listening to hack a public radio back in like 2011 probably no yes yes
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2011 which is when I and I thought I don't want it to do is I've
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remember back in the day people used to make these these podcasts about their sort of journey
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into free software and hack a dumb if you like becoming a hacker you know in the in the
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OG sense of the term you know multiple MIT model railway club hacking so I'm not a model railway
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enthusiast but I I do like thinking with computers and have done since since yes about 2011
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is when I first cut my teeth on on Linux yeah I historically very much nerd most of my life but
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more of a humanities nerd as a child I was very interested in kind of philosophy and literature
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and sort of art house cinema and art the arts really the arts and the humanities were much more
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my speed I sort of loathed or was poorly let's say I you know I didn't get you know I grew
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I'm I'm to give some context I'm 41 now so I grew I missed the era of like BBC micro
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and it sounds as though the generation prior to mine were sort of I don't know about this like
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computers were exciting it sounded like computer sounded very exciting in the ACs you know
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interesting and weird and quirky and it sounded like people who came of age around that time
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had a different experience to to my generations which I see at school for me was essentially just
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learning Microsoft utilities it was word power point XL right and I fucking sorry then I had to put
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the explicit tag on this bugger but I do like to talk like say that sometimes yes it was fucking
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awful and I and it turned me off computers completely but having said that I was also not a very
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technically minded individual at least I didn't think I was maybe I was in other domains maybe I
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had to find that out later this might be a really long episode by the way um maybe we would have split
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it up in some parts I don't know it's wonderful what you guys do I haven't actually listened
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to a public radio and sometime but I do I do mean to change that and get back into it um anyway
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we'll get there we'll get there um yeah so very much not not didn't think of myself as a computer
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person at all um didn't like math and science and I thought that was computers but I've kind of
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kind of kind of since come to realise that computers are much more are actually potentially
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much more about philosophy and linguistics and you know systems right systems and language um you
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know obviously the math stuff is there and science stuff is there at the low level if you know
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good which is actually what I'm really interested in I do struggle I struggle with the nitty gritty
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of compsai but but try to push myself through that and again we'll get to that but um so yeah
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2011 I uh I was um also very um got into skateboarding and BMX riding my teens and 20s which
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have a lot I feel like those communities and if anyone knows about Chappard Rodney mother and he's
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like one of the famous most famous skateboarders of all time and also kind of a genius and also
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very interesting open source and he he actually makes these these kind of interesting
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comparisons between open source communities and skateboarding communities or I like to think of
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I like to think of like skateboarding BMX like roller-blading or you know parkour like these are what I
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call I don't even think of them as sports I like or they're sports they're free sports and
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free them right like they they encourage um playfulness and they encourage a kind of physical
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start of hacking like hacking the environment which is like you know so there's a lot of
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overlap I think in our communities um and it's also about pushing the standard forward so like
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progression there's a there's a there's a constant turn of progression that happens in those activities
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let's not call them sports I don't like the terms sports I think of them more as like performance arts
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or um yoga really it's like a spiritual thing for me those activities um but they aren't
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tremendously hard on the body and so what happened for me was I sort of destroyed my uh one of my
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knees gradually and so the over time and so it's the right hold age of of 27 I was diagnosed
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with the arthritis of someone twice my age and under when a um um a pretty significant procedure
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where they they took the meniscus from a dava and implanted it into my knee because I destroyed my
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meniscus and then they took some stem cells and and injected them into the you know some anyway it was
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it was a it was a it was a big thing and I and I basically had to sort of sack off
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that stuff which is really kind of consumed my time and energy prior to that and I was um
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I sort of accidentally became interested in computers uh via one trying to revive the passions
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out of the kit as I say for sort of arts photography filmmaking let's share I had to sort of
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for one reason or rather I won't get into you know it's trying not to make this too much of a
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low story but basically I sort of lost touch with that that side of myself and uh so I was trying
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to get into photography and now when I was a kid photography was I just used a film camera because
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it was just kind of prior to you know the advent of um you know just I mean I'm sure this
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camera's around but they weren't really you know anyway I didn't use them so coming back to
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trying to come back to photography and around sort of I know in 2010 obviously digital cameras
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were all the rage now and film cameras were kind of rendered obsolete so I just get a film camera
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actually but I mainly focused on digital and I suddenly all right I never until that point of
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my life this is how much of a kind of Luddite techno-phobe sort of person I was I really did
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consider myself quite anti-technology I've sort of done a strange um round robin and I've sort of
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ended up back in the same place which again we'll get to hopefully find it interesting um if not
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obviously you know there's plenty of other things to listen to but um no so god of computer for the
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first time you know I'd use my parents computers and stuff you know and that was all again
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at school like you know just hated to be honest I hated computers they were annoying
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and I have to say I lay that blame squarely at the feet of of of I'm just gonna go for it
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counting Microsoft I'm sorry if you're American I know how Americans feel about that but
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our scripts and Australians do love the word and sometimes call each other that word is a
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tower of endurance so I'm hopefully no one's fallen off their shaft counting Microsoft I can't you
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know like honestly they just they run everything I do I still have to deal with you know Microsoft
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software what I'm looking at teams right now um oh god it's just spec wasn't it um I mean
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and all this business of them becoming all over the world anyway let's not progress um really turned
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me off computers when those did really did just hated it all everything always seemed to break
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they just seemed like a nightmare to deal with nothing worked like I wanted to see I just didn't
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did I just hated computers as a result but as I say getting it back in front of trying against
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just photography back in photography in my late 20s or mids late 20s when I knew that my days of
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jumping down stairs on bikes and skateboards were kind of numbered um I got a computer got a
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sample it was a sample RF 11 like 15 inch I had like an Nvidia you know I did I'm a nerd so I brought
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all the magazines you know you know the internet was around but now I was such a lullite like I brought
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magazine I was a magazine but I used to fucking be obsessed I used to have like pulse magazines for
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all the things I was interested anyway so I brought computer magazines you know did all this research
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got the laptop I thought you know my budget blah blah blah blah blah got this laptop and got it and thought
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fucking hell you know like I want to understand how to take care of this thing I was you know I was
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how much money is working as a um what a fan man delivering fruit and veg around South
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Hampton and um you know so I was you know you know how much money it has 600 pounds of
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all this went a lot of money for a yeah anyway so I've bought this laptop so often and I was like
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I need to learn to take care of this because the computer every time we use you know I just
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could use always ended up coming shit essentially we'd get in you computer the family was
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and then it would just gradually over you know just deteriorate and weird things would happen and
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you'd look at it and you'd be like what what's going what is this like back in the bad old days you know
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we're talking like when does I start using like when I you know from like when do the first we've
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probably got our first computer like was the end of the late nineties I remember my dad sort of
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clunky all laptops and so I don't know what Windows but after I'm this T-that 95,000 then three to like
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this X-peen it was just horrible I hated it um so it goes to the computer it was seven
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Windows 7 era this was and uh coming up towards Windows 8 um but I remember yeah just deep diving
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computer magazines and then of course you know um what's the word I'm looking for a god when
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something is fate or um inevitably inevitably you know I discovered Linux I just like what is this
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you know I can put it put it you see see if you would ask me what an operating system was at
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that time my life or price that I would have just looked at you blackly I like I wouldn't have
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had a conception of what an operating system was which I think is kind of interesting like as
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you know being now what 15 years deep into being a computer like I think it's really important especially
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like this whole year the Linux desktop and trying to advocate for people to eat for your name
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and so stuff like it's important to like sometimes step back and realize that like normal people
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don't like they don't they don't walk at you know I mean like I was one of these people that's
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I'm care and I don't you know like it's not you know you know like it's not
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didn't you you asked the man on the street like what's not for a system most people just
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looking at you blackly I don't know you know and I didn't and then suddenly I was in this I
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want it you know as I say I sort of stumbled into it I just became fascinated I thought wow
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I don't understand how the fucking things work and they are like so much you know God there's
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we live in the computing you know we live in the age of technology computers so I at that time my life
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having the energetic space and time to focus on something other than destroying my leg
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through on high impacts absurdity I
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yeah I was like wow I just want to fall down this rabbit hole and fall down the rabbit hole
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I did the the photography never came to much I did take some rather nice photos actually
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camera but then I ended up sold it all I just just fell down there I had this operation and
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I was basically bedroom for our six months after it we wasn't successful but it let me fall down
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the rabbit hole quite deeply and I know immediately from as soon as I kind of got into computers
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I was straight away like that Linux thing I don't know as I say probably just kind of
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because it's kind of a countercultural sort of slightly hippy-ish type deal do you know what I mean like
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GPS I was like wow I remember watching that that amazing documentary revolutionary
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sort of like yes man these are my people this is definitely the direction I want to you know
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I want to explore with with computers and offering systems in general just
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immediately found but as soon as I sort of realized that oh there was this thing called
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an operative system like how like I just wanted to understand first principles
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around computers and so I am I remember I was watching like I think it's CS50 a highly recommended
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to anyone that's like looking to get you know that that foundational level
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understanding of you know just like binary that blew my mind just understanding that everything was
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zero and one I was like what excuse me how on earth is that I think it was my bling it was such an
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exciting time it was such an exciting time and it was I mean I needed it because it was pretty devastating
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to lose to be so physically incapacitating how having you know spent so many years being
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such a physically capable person so it was really like you know computers learning about computers
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and and by extension of that really open source because I think if open source wasn't there I
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think if the if they're kind of slightly weird counter cultural oddness of you know the Linux ecosystem
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which is coming let us sort of you know sad it's a bit like skateboarding me and then picks
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now like you know Microsoft being the biggest donation to these days the latest foundation and
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kind of trying to subsume the whole thing it's like really like which is kind of wire ended up being
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more of a BST person but again we'll get to that primarily what I'm trying to say is that I'm kind of
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a despicable hipster at heart and if it's popular I don't want anything to zero that
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and if it's slightly weird and niche and off the wall then I'm there you know drew a
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length so I'm very much a BST guy I really want to do I want to experiment some more with
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the template because that's I think computer software as artists I think extremely interesting
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anyway I'm jumping ahead probably needs to well I might commit this because I would feel like I've
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been talking for 40 long maybe I'll send this one off and hopefully pick up at some point or maybe I'll
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just keep going which really um you get a bit further I'll go a bit further let's go a bit further so
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yeah at 2011 2012 just fell down the rabbit oh and I went in hard you know I went from zero to
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hundred pretty like within that first year I'd like done full gen two installs and you know actually
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then X was like I've got really into gen two I was just listening some talk about it I just fell
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down but I had all this time you know I wasn't wasn't able to work for the op and so I just fell
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down the rabbit hole of 120 to 120 computers and really operating systems and yeah and yeah let's
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let's hit the BST is actually because it was I went to an age to go to a lug in portsmith put
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the plug the portsmith Linux user group and um I always remember I was one of my you know I
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still need to all this stuff but I remember this and and you get very different like very
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eclectic selection of people would turn up to those kind of things and but I remember there was the
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guy that most of the person is just guy who turned up and he just he what he said I had no idea what
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he's talking about like compilers and like the security of compilers and and he and he was I just
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remember finding this chap that I didn't hear he was never seen him again but he was very impressive
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you know he seemed like the smartest guy in the room and um I said I did not understand the word
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what he was talking about but I wanted to know I mean I think in a way software you know this
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the structure and interpretation of computer programming book which is like the Bible and it's known
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as the wizard book and there there is something about something analogous or something um there
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again it's like magic right it's like if you've ever if anyone has ever delved into esoterica
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and uh looked into the occult and uh the practice of magic uh with a K it's like again a lot of
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weird sort of um metaphorical overlap and it's sort of uh I don't know it's strange um anyway this guy
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seemed like a sort of you know very advanced wizard and uh and he and he I remember sort of my
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main game going oh look you know if you're interested in the stuff that he was talking about which
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I don't know what he's talking about but please you know help me I'll be understanding you like
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you need to look into open bsd and I was like okay and so it's sort of stuck in my head and I did
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and that's kind of yeah I've sort of ended up being being very much more um interested in bsd family
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both brain systems but that's kind of a whole rabbit hole um I think let's let's try and you know
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I guess I guess you know half an hour is not too bad for podcos episode is it it feels very indulgent
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talking about myself like this to be honestly I feel quite self conscious about the whole thing but um
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no mind um whisper again next yeah so just got really into it got really into it
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eventually my leg started to uh you know I just used to spend hours um
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really compiling the system and gently and it was funny like it's easy to think and there was that
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kind of trope of like you know just wasting time um yeah shaving and but I think it's it's three
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for me I learned through tinkering I'm not I'm not a very good academic learner I sort of learned
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by trial and error and I learned by playing and tinkering that's I think the best way for me to learn
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you think uh and so I just did a shit ton of that already uh over the course about 10 or
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half years and then my leg kind of got better you know I was on benefits during this period um like
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welfare in America but um you know that was coming to an end because you know there's no reason
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I mean not to go to a draw I definitely didn't want to go back to white van manning at this point
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and so I decided to uh to enroll on a on a comp side degree to a comp side degree and um
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and being a contrary motherfucker and of course as soon as I started trying to learn academically
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around the stuff the whole thing just kind of I don't know but there was a lot of
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things going on my life to be honest with you which is not really um which is a pretty
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of topic for for this uh maybe one day or again into that stuff because I have listened to a few
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HPR episodes where people talk about you know mental health and I think it's really important
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and that sort of stuff uh so hopefully I'll maybe I'll do more of these this is really fun man this
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is really fun but yeah I've had I've had struggles in that domain and between that and then
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getting married, having a char, getting divorced, having to start a career and all this like
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sort of getting a career and in the world you know I know I'm that's my job I'm a professional
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software engineer which I hate out time I'd like to I like computer programmers my favorite way
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of describing what I do I think you know just think to an episode of BSD now actually the other
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day and the the chat was talking was saying like how he loves programming but he hates software engineering
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and I totally understood what he meant um so yeah it's sort of my my passion went dormant
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between as I say the degree the it actually re the degree kind of killed things for me a little bit
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and there was a lot of other things going on my life which I won't get into but then it briefly
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real woke woke up um when my ex wife got pregnant with her daughter and suddenly it was like
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oh you need to get a job because I was just a sort of penina student at the time um living on
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the student loans and all that jazz living in a in a warehouse um the room was a little bit
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lonely windows uh so I said oh shit I need to get a job so I start is at a I got I got a like
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temping job well I was essentially working as the under study to the under study the under study
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to the to the intern who was this sort of eight I was like in my early 30s and I was working with
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this 18 year old lovely beautiful boy called Bradley who he was he was so a lot such a lot of
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such a lovely department actually it was very very like being in the IT crowd you know it was very
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IT crowd ask if it's basement department and I just rocked up there expecting only to stay for
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a couple of weeks and just to do you know help this this intern you know they just need it anyway
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long in the short if it was it's like because I had accumulated all this knowledge programming and
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systems and whatnot over the years even though it had been slightly um mangled by the by the
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how in you know fucking fit my weird mind into the academic world sort of but not really
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I you know but then I got there it's just a part of it was so funny because
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like they're just were doing everything completely manually so I got there and like the first day
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they were like okay he was like you're like what we need to do so dealing with like basically
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I won't say the name of the big advertising conglomerate essentially like with million
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different subsidiaries and all these users and we were down at the basement of this
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place and give you a clue golden square and and you know when a user would leave
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or change that they were basically what I'm trying to get to is they in order to back up machines
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what they what this got chat Bradley would do was literally just like drag and drop in windows
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he was teaching me he's like this is what he was what I took about teaching grammar to suck eggs
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right at this point this is this is around what year we hear like about this is actually
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yeah the year my daughter was born say 2018 should know that right um yeah so you know I've been
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deep in the matrix by this point for for if you know you know I accumulate some skills right
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I could write scripts and I was like what the fuck you don't you didn't know any power shelves
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windows have gone in the bin in my first year I was like fuck that shit never going
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about there again you know I I dabbled bit with I had a MacBook at one point and I quite like you
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know it's like oh this is not this is a Unix great but also no fuck off Apple with all your proprietary
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garbage um anyway and up in this department and I just start writing PowerShell scripts and
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shell scripts and Python scripts for the because they were also it's advertising agency lots of creative
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so lots of MacBooks you know so we had like a Mac department and a windows department and
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but basically everything was being done manually there was one guy who'd written like an
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onboarding PowerShell script that was like so insanely like it was you know and I become very
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idealistic with was you know do one thing do it well you know you know I'd really take
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and the Unix philosophy on board and this new starter script is guy who'd written and PowerShell
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he was like a very much a windows guy you know and it was just like it was just a shoot I may
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he laughed and I basically just started automating left writing center and they kept me on
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age and it was such a great dream because I was supposed to be doing support right I was supposed
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to I was I was on the support team like that so I was supposed to just be like a help desk guy
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but I didn't I didn't do a single bit of help desk work all I did was sit in the corner just doing
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whatever I wanted really which basically was like writing scripts but then I also started like making
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my like making little get-up projects of this you know little help of functions and you know just
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I think it was lovely I just got to like sit in the corner and they just left me alone because I
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just every now and again I throw something useful over the wall and maybe like oh this is great you
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you know saved a lot of loads of time and that was like back up back up scripts and automating the
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how is it sort of the intuning of the Mac I can't remember loads of stuff I did there I really became
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extremely productive and extremely interested again in programming and systems and because actually
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what I was doing had a tangible effect in the world and was helping people and it felt fucking awesome
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to do that actually but really really great and and then one thing left to another and I've
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created all these you know silly little get-up projects with all my you know probably not great code
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but it was you know it was working and then I managed basically just long as sort of it was I ended up
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very quickly progressing from you know sort of you know in turn to the intern on the help desk
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to you know doing DevOps you staff and then chain moving companies which yeah because they didn't
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pay very well at this particular company so you know obviously my skills were worth much more so
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sort of you know anyway nothing sort of was I ended up being um you know I'm now seeing
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itself run generative very big very big company which is not really yeah anyway that whole process
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of I ended up as start up got a quiet way of a company and it's been that's been a real challenge
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and that and that whole process which took place over many years um fears at least um sort of
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cause caused me to withdraw again and be like oh god you know and I sort of but then the reason I'm
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kind of doing this absolutely actually we're nearly getting up to half an hour is I've kind of
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come full circle and I had another big off on my leg because I have essentially severe arthritis in my
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leg as a result and and often it's been what nearly yeah 15 years this year actually since that
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I described at the beginning of episode and I've just recently had another even more insane up where
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they broke my femur um because my leg was going wonky from all the arthritis they broke my femur
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and realign my leg and have kind of bolstered it all back together again with like a set of sort
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of 70s huge fucking nail-esque screws going all the way through with femur so and that's the other
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thing I had kind of also got back into physical things as my knee got better over the last 10 years
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got back in skateboarding back into BMX mountain biking, fixed gear riding bikes you know I love bikes
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absolutely and Steve Jobs actually said the bicycle the computer is the bicycle of the mind so I
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think it's no no constant that I'm you know and you know anyway I need to wrap this up because
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we're approaching I don't know if I've set this half an hour limit pretty arbitrary but any who yeah
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um oh god well was right um yes recently had this this major up and uh so obviously put the
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cybersh on all my physical activities again and so what do I do of course fell back down the
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rabbit hole of um programming and uh and this time fell back in love with BSD's I got really into BSD
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as I mentioned earlier to the point that I actually ended up going to your BSD con I think back in
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2000 and before I started my degree back in 2000 maybe it was the year I started my degree of 2014 potentially
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might have been 2013 I'm not sure it was in uh oh god where was it it was it mulled sir it was the
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one that was mulled sir I'm not sure what you know that was but it was it was very cool but yeah coming
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into the industry and working industry obviously like it's you know unless you happen to be able
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to work with BSD systems you know sort of mainly being on back on Linux and Mac OS and stuff for
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the last few years for my sins but no you're having this time off and having the opportunity to
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start playing again because I couldn't be out running my bike playing on that I just um yeah falling
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back in love with it all actually ended up acquiring a bunch of old MacBooks through very strange circumstances
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that I won't get into now um and then I must like you know what I don't want to put Linux on these
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old MacBooks because um it just seems inappropriate given the lineage of Mac OS which I do actually
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even though it's probably I do find Mac OS phenomenally interesting because it's such a hotge
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potch of different systems and ideas and I'm really I just find I think I think the story of Apple
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is also fascinating I wouldn't consider myself an Apple fanboy by any stretch of the imagination
|
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I do you know but there is there is a sort of spirit in the history of Apple that is that is
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I don't know it's sad it's sad actually because I was very when I first got interested told
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I was taking a walk the walk the little bit of the technology I was very um I really you know the
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hardware is beautiful and again it's this intersection of art and technology I think the Apple really
|
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does epitomize and it's tremendously sad that that basically the defining influence on Mac on the
|
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company was was a sort of you know very I hate to use the term but I think he probably was
|
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exceptionally narcissistic kind of person Steve Jobs seems like sort of like the the bad Apple
|
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dare I say and then he look at what's who's just like oh god what a beautiful human what amazing
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stonishing lovely kind gentle soul if he if it is you know I mean like if if he could have driven
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if it you know I mean like oh god how how things could be imagine imagine a universe in which we
|
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have an Apple that was open what that would look like it would be so good you know it would be so good
|
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and it's lovely to see companies like framework and that one out of one out of Germany's wonderful
|
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mountain M&T reform oh god I've loved he's living the universe where they they you know I mean
|
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but I think sadly anyway I don't know um where was I fuck me mean well back at the point
|
||
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um that was from Linux Outlaws back in the day I used to listen to all the podcast back in the day
|
||
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that's why it's uh it's it's very um it's really good to be doing this I really hope that I actually do
|
||
|
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are you know um kick this over the line um I think I will but yeah anyway it should be wrapped up
|
||
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awful awful awful awful uh no I don't know quite that yet what else do I want to say um yeah
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||
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I mean well back at the point no I don't know I don't know um
|
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um boundary dwelling um boundary dwelling hmm no I think I'm running dry I think I'm running dry
|
||
|
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I need to do some work I'm mainly doing this to procrastinate about some work if I don't really
|
||
|
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want to do but I must because it does pay the bills um yeah speaking of which I have
|
||
|
|
recently for the first time actually started to contribute back and I guess that's the plan of what
|
||
|
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this is about to because I want to start contributing back I've been given so much by the
|
||
|
|
source communities whether it's podcasts or and the software itself you know and I'm at a point
|
||
|
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now where like you know I've been doing this for a while I'm not a move anymore um I'm certainly not
|
||
|
|
a very sophisticated programmer I'm you know I'm not I'm really not a very computer
|
||
|
|
computery person you know but I love it and I've learned a lot over the years and I really do want
|
||
|
|
to contribute back and so over this last few months when I've been I've had next time on my hands
|
||
|
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I have started to um I've got back into learning about the lower level staff and and back into
|
||
|
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trying to understand our project systems better which I did have the understanding at one point
|
||
|
|
and it's sort of actually quite a lot. Not as sure of that is like you know finally after many
|
||
|
|
many years sort of submitted some patches I got these that's that's where we were yes match the
|
||
|
|
MacBooks got these old MacBooks oh look at the BSD on these you know I never when I was into BSD
|
||
|
|
before I was always quite into the into Open BSD more than I was just because I really like
|
||
|
|
that they're the correctness side of things I loved how are idealistic they are I love how
|
||
|
|
how they just they don't pander to anyone they just do exactly what they want to do and if you
|
||
|
|
like it great if you don't yeah whatever I really like that mentality I think that's that's how we
|
||
|
|
don't that chap um the HHH with his new a Marchy thing I think I think he's really right about that
|
||
|
|
I think like you know you should just make stuff that you want don't you know this this
|
||
|
|
fucking Rick Ruben says this about art right don't make art for other people you make it for yourself
|
||
|
|
other people like it great do you know what I mean you gotta do it for yourself um so I love that
|
||
|
|
about your own BSD but this time around I've actually been more focused on free BSD just because
|
||
|
|
I'm not sure why I'm they're the BSD community scares me I'm completely honest with you
|
||
|
|
that's there's just seem so much smarter than I could ever possibly be and I just feel like
|
||
|
|
I don't know where I can really like contribute there because just just so far beyond my level of
|
||
|
|
understanding of operating systems and low-level programming where's free BSD seems like a lot more friendly
|
||
|
|
that seems a lot more friendly maybe I'm wrong I didn't know I didn't know I've been just
|
||
|
|
to hear people's thoughts but it just it just seems a bit more friendly welcoming that obviously
|
||
|
|
trying to pan the more you know to you know be more of a generalized OS compared to open BSD is
|
||
|
|
like you know for the developers for us by us right you know free B but I think I remember free B
|
||
|
|
but no free BSD's been great I've really enjoyed it and I've I've submitted a couple of very
|
||
|
|
minor patches to the to the kernel to to fix the function keys on on the old MacBooks
|
||
|
|
and also to add SMC support for my for the one out I've got so I've got a 17 inch
|
||
|
|
last 17 inch oh that's beautiful bit of hardware just adore a wish a wish I could somehow
|
||
|
|
shoot on a modern motherboard into it such a great form factor not enough anyway I'm whaffling I'm
|
||
|
|
whaffling I'll sign off there I can't see I can't stop I can't wait I don't know what
|
||
|
|
more I'll talk about hopefully I do more updates and talk about strange things I'd like to do
|
||
|
|
anyway hopefully someone enjoy this and got something from it and if not this and do another
|
||
|
|
updates or I don't go outside and get some vitamin D I don't know or just tinker because that's what
|
||
|
|
we like to do here hack it probably really a fun it really hard to end things but there we go
|
||
|
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I keep calm carry on bye
|
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